Friday, June 7, 2013

His First Pink Panties



When my husband (then fiance) admitted years ago—after lengthy interrogation—that he liked the idea of sissification, the big reveal was pretty anticlimactic. For one thing, I had no idea what sissification was at the time! Then, once he’d explained it some, I wrinkled my nose and said I didn’t see myself ever particularly wanting him to wear girls 'undies.

Oh, how suddenly things can change.

One evening home alone, my slave and I decided to read through a list of activities and behaviors to rank how willing he’d be to try them on a scale of 1-5. The list came from She’s in Control, a book being sold by Sarah Jameson which I’ll review once I get a chance to finish reading it.

When we came to the line for "Forced dressing (opposite sexual identity - private)," slave said that he ranked it a three in the diffident tone I know to mean, "I am lying to you a little bit because I don’t want to admit how much I desire this embarrassing thing."

Luckily, my slave can’t lie to me. I always know, and if he doesn’t admit it immediately, he will be punished.

"Three?" I said archly. "I would’ve thought this would be a five. Didn’t you mention to me once that you wanted sissification?"

"Yes..." he conceded in the slightly whimpering tone that says he thinks he’s about to get himself in trouble. "But you said you weren’t interested."

His head tilted downward, his eyes fixed on the sheets. His hips pressed down into the bed slightly. I knew his cock was hard and leaking against the sheets and his eyes would be wide and dilated if I forced them up to mine.

I told you, I know my slave.

"True, but you are very interested, aren’t you?" His head ducked further down toward the sheets. "Aren’t you, slave? You will answer me."

"Yes," he finally said in a small voice.

Was I particularly eager to see pink panties on my husband? No, not particularly. But our bodies are programmed to respond to our lovers' arousal with arousal. He was horny as hell and dripping precum, ready to lick my feet if I asked. And the idea of pink panties had done it. Well, hell. Why not?

I hopped off the bed and went straight to my dresser, rummaging around in the top drawer.

"What are you doing?" he asked warily.

"Looking for those one-size-fits-all panties that are huge on me, of course." I pulled out the lacy pink things and held them up. "Well? Here you go. Put them on now."

He stood up slowly but hung back, giving me a petulant pout. I stalked up to him, gripped his balls, shoved the lace into his hand and whispered against his ear, "You will put those panties on."

The next morning, after twelve hours of watching my slave walk around in panties, I can’t say I really knew why it aroused me. I suppose it aroused me because it aroused him.

In any case, the effect was undeniable: as he licked my clit and thrust his fingers against my g-spot, I found myself gasping threats and promises: "Soon I’m going to buy you more panties, sissy. You’ll be wearing them all the time, under your uniform, no one else will know but you will, lacy panties with a wet spot on the front from your little clitty, just like a woman, my sissy slave.…" With every word my slave squirmed more, my pussy got wetter, my clit got tighter, until I finally exploded.

That afternoon I went to the store and bought some more XL pink panties.



Mistress K       

6 comments:

  1. Hi Mistress K,

    I'm a new follower of your blog. I found the link to it at another site. I just wanted to say how much I'm enjoying it and how wonderful it is to read about the wonderful relationship you have with you slave husband. I think it's wonderful.

    Like your husband, I had submissive and sissy desires from a very young age. I met my wife during a period of "denial" of these desires. I fell in love with her, head over heels, and thought I could ignore those feelings. How wrong I was. After 15 years of marriage I finally divulged some of these feelings to her. It was a relief, especially after she was open to what I told her and to exploring it. Unfortunately, after exploring things for 1 1/2 years and experiencing what it was like to be her sissy during that time, things have stopped. I'm no longer her sissy or sub. It's a very sad thing for me, but I feel I only have myself to blame. But at least I got the chance to live my dream for a little while, unlike so many other submissive sissies. So for that I am still grateful.

    Anyway, I really just wanted to say Thank You for such a wonderful blog. You are a very talented writer and it's a joy to read your blog and to read about the beautiful relationship between you and your sissy slave :)

    ~coco~

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    1. Hi Coco,

      Thanks so much for your comment. I'm sorry that you've had such a complicated history of submission with your wife, but I hope you are still finding satisfaction in your relationship, or will in the future.

      I'm glad we can share the joy of our loving and open-minded relationship with others through this blog. :)

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    2. Hi Mistress,

      Thank you for your reply. Yes, I'm still finding satisfaction in our relationship, afterall I've always been completely in love with her. I guess I'm just having a hard time understanding how she could abruptly stop everything after 1 1/2 years. I know that she was enjoying many of the things we were doing. Maybe I was topping from the bottom too much and being too needy and it just wore her down. She was actually becoming a very devious Mistress with a mean sadistic side to her ;) hehe Any thoughts as a woman how I may be able to ignite her interest again and show her how much I want to submit and worship her?

      ~coco~

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    3. Coco,

      I hate to state the obvious, but have you thoroughly discussed with her why she suddenly wanted to stop? I know that I could never be in this kind of relationship if my husband and I didn't talk about every aspect of it honestly and frequently.

      In any case, it sounds likely that you might've been too needy. It's a huge responsibility being in control of someone like that, and it can be pretty daunting. It's also possible that discovering she was capable of some "meanness," as you say, actually scared her---especially if you then made her feel guilty about it by pleading for attention or leniency or orgasms.

      I'd suggest asking her to try one more time, with the understanding that you're on trial. Agree to a significant amount of time of servitude---say, a month. Then set ground rules that don't require her to make decisions constantly. See Wishful4's comment on my post "Games" for one idea. You can also set other things, like make a clear lists of chores or tasks you'll perform and punishments she'll mete out if you don't. Make a lot of it pleasurable for her to remind her of what she stands to gain from a female-led relationship. Then---and this is the crucial part---YOU stick to it without whining, without forcing her to actively control you, or making her feel bad.

      If you can do that for a set period of time, it shows her that you really do want this. Then, next time, you could push your boundaries a little more so that she has to punish you or order you around some on her own decisions. But first she needs to see that it's truly what you want. If she can't see that, then why would she want to continue shouldering that responsibility and possibly feeling guilty about punishing or denying or controlling you?

      Of course, I may be totally off base about why your wife didn't want to be a dominant anymore, so my original advice of discussing it remains at the top of the list.

      Good luck!

      K

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    4. Hi Mistress K,

      Thank you for taking the time to reply and for giving me your valuable thoughts and insight.

      I feel your assessment is 100% accurate. After much deliberation and thought I had begun to realize that I definitely was being too needy. As much as it hurts to admit and accept it...it's true. I was so caught up in finally living my fantasies that it became all about me and there was nothing in it for her. Sure, there was pleasure for her at times, but most everything else was about me. It hurts to realize I did that to her, afterall it was me who kept these desires & fantasies from her for so long. She didn't deserve to be overwhelmed and having to worry about a needy sub.

      As for talking with her, I had planned on it. I just wanted to give things time. After what had happened I didn't want to seem pushy and didn't want to rush her. I felt that if I had ANY hope of her regaining interest it would be best to give things a rest and not push the issue. I think enough time has passed now where I can comfortably bring up the subject without either of us being uncomfortable or her feeling pressured. I also think the "trial" period is a great idea and I will suggest that to her.

      Thank you again for taking the time to reply. I know you didn't start a blog to give out advice to others. I'm very grateful and I sincerely appreciate it.

      Your blog is wonderful and I admire the special relationship that you and your slave husband have :)

      ~coco~

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    5. No problem! Good luck to you both!

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